Oops! I almost forgot about the existence of this blog. Not surprising lol.

What I want to say is, I have never ever slept so much before. Je n'ai jamais jamais jamais! I woke up at 12.30pm feeling sick on Sunday. So after washing up and having lunch, I went back to sleep again...I only woke up twice to drink some Chinese medicinal tea...Yuck! And then plonk! back to bed. Then at 6.30pm, I was woken up to have dinner. After dinner, I watched a vcd til 9.15pm. Then, plonk! Back to bed. And the next time I opened my eyes was 7.07am. Time for work...with a thumping head.

How nice if I can write this whole paragraph in French without having to wreck my brains over it.

! let it all go;

Saturday, January 06, 2007

6:09 PM

Me and my stupid head and mouth...Now I regret saying those things...And I don't know how to face those people. I keep replaying the whole thing in my head..That's the problem with me...when something happens which I regret later, I just keep thinking and thinking about it. Mayb I need to see a shrink...I don't know how to deal with it.
So now, I don't like where I am. I need to be somewhere else.

! let it all go;

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

11:24 AM

I'm happy!
Hee...
I thought the bag I bought may end up being a wrong choice.
But Isabel says it's nice.
And this morning my mom says it's nice and wants to share it with me.
Hee...
I'm happy!

! let it all go;

10:46 AM

I want to buy this, I want to buy that...I want to travel here, I want to travel there. I want to but can I?? Sigh...I'm starting to imagine my future will be a very boring one. If I want all those, I'll need the money, so I'll be working and working. But once you start working, you'll feel responsible for more things and will feel like you can't take a break from it...So even if I have the money, I won't have the time. And if you don't aim high, there's always just going to be this amount...and soon there won't be enough to spend. People keep saying money is not everything...but without the money can you live the way you want to live without thinking so hard whether you should buy it or not....

Why is it so complicated...

How can I be a full time dreamer when there are such things bugging me ...

! let it all go;

Wind me up
put me down
start me off and watch me go
I'll be running circles around you sooner than you know
A little off center
and i'm out of tune
just kicking this can along the avenue
But i'm alright

coz it's easy once you know how it's done
you can't stop now
it's already begun
you feel it
running through your bones

and you jerk it out
jerk it out

shut up
hush your mouth
can't you hear you talk too loud?
No I can't hear nothing 'cause I got my head up in the clouds
I bite off anything that I can chew
I'm chasing cars up and down the avenue
But that's ok

coz it's easy once you know how it's done
you can't stop now
it's already begun
you feel it
running through your bones

so you jerk it out
jerk it out